Thursday, August 31, 2006 @ 8:32 PM

 

today's been pretty alright so far.
had my detention with ms grant...it was pretty alright. she wasn't even there the whoel time...she was there for a bit and then she left. we were in the library doing work for 2 hours. good excuse for me to do my homework.
haha.
after detention had recess...
then came back to the library.
did more work.
had lunch.
now i'm back here.
gonna go on to do some serious studying later..
history
health
i wanna finish everything today.
as much as possible.
then i can enjoy the rest of my weekend doin whatever i want.
yayness.

@ 2:46 AM

 

YAYNESS!
omg i'm finally typing this!
do you know how bloody long it took me to fix up this bloody internet? like almost a whole fucking hour! so fucking pissed off...
today was a particularly shitty day.
ms *BITCHFACE* grant gave me a bloody detention for no fucking reason! i'm so bloody pissed....just cos i didn't tell her i wasn't swimming before we got to the aquatics center. wat is the big fucking difference between telling her now and later? there is NONE. i'm so fucking annoyed. she's like 'see me tomorrow 9 o clock..no wait, make that 8 30' and she walks off.
go fuck a cow.
lolness.
sooo i gotta wake up early tmr morning to see her bloody bitchface.
the joy.
:D
BIG SMILEY FACE.
but yeahhh other than that my day was pretty alright..
i'm actually starting to enjoy my english classes nowadays. i like what we're doing. the whole analyzing books and stuff. i like it. and we're doing this independent studdy thingy next term..i'm hoping i can do mine on punk and metal music..i just need to find texts on themm..
thats gonna be a tad difficult...
oh well.
i'll think of something.
i always do.
heheness.
i might go shopping tomorrow or saturday.
i wanna buy a new bra..
and a pair of jeans...
and maybe a top that doesn't hang loosely over my body..
yep.
that would be gd
goin to seb's house for a bbq on sunday..
he actually thinks that kelseyness and i are sistas.
its quite funny actually.
but who cares?
not me.
he's pretty cool.
and he's 6ft 4..and he's only 15..
i can't believe someone could be so tall..
and so young..
lolness.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006 @ 3:41 AM

 

damnes...
i think my laptop's crashed..
daddy's not gonna be happy.
argh
it's not starting up.
shit.
whatever.
i can't be bothered fixing it now.
i'll deal with it tomorrow.
school was pretty shit today. victoria made cara and i miss lunch so that we could finish up our crappy history project.
lame-o.
i mean, just cos SHE'S not hungry doesn't mean that she can let us starve. i had tech after that..so i was gobbling down my lunch during the walk from the hall to the computer labs.
shitty.
so i haven't eaten much today...
had brekkie at about 7 20..bowl of cereal
had lunch...ceasar salad..at 2
had dinner...lamb chops, chicken, peas and carrots...at 6
that's all.
starving now.
but i'm not supposed to eat after 7.
oh well...

Monday, August 28, 2006 @ 11:34 PM

 

guess what?
HE's goin back.
yep you heard me right.
HE's going back to sydney at the end of the year. talked to me about it today on msn. HE said that it's shit over here so he's going back home and is prolly goin to some better school over there.
lucky him.
HE'll be back with his friends and family.
i'm happy for him.
and i guess it's a good thing for me too...i'll finally get over HIM and move on...find someone else.
it's all good.
i'm kinda over HIM already actually. i'm sick of crying..i'm sick of thinking that there's ever gonna be a chance with us again. there are so many other guys out there...and i bet a million kazzillion bucks that theres gonna be someone a million kazzillion times better than HIM.
.....according to kelseyness.
well i believe her. it's so true.
i love my kelseyness.
i don't give two fucks about HIM anymore.
it's HIS loss..not mine.
HA!

Hahaha…
Been talking to Sabino online…
He’s like the funniest person I’ve ever had the pleasure of conversing with
Lolness
So bloody FUNNAY

Saturday, August 26, 2006 @ 6:34 PM

 

damness...
i stuffed myself with junk last night
now i feel yuckylicious
ew.
i'll get over it...no more junk for the rest of the week...i can't stand the grease
last night was pretty coolness. quiz night! loads of ppl there...i did the music for it!
so proud of myself.
but yeah we hardly knew any of the answers...but we had fun making up funny ones! heheness
it was good fun.
finished at around 11 though...
sleepyness.
talked with row till about 1 or so..then fell into sleepyland.
i think SHE hates me. well...i don't blame her..
i mean, i'm not a very likeable person am i?
SHE hardly talked to me last night...
and then SHE and other SHES leave clare and i to meet some guys...
and SHE said friends come before dicks.
bullshit.
argh i'm SO FUCKING MAD!
so frustrated.
i dunno what to think right now.
i think i have to stop being nice.
ppl take advantage of nice ppl.
they think nice ppl don't have feelings cos they're NICE.
bullshit x2.
HE...argh i dun even know what to think about him.
i wish every night...
but my wish never comes true.
i wait everyday..
but it never comes.
maybe i should just give up.

Friday, August 25, 2006 @ 11:24 PM

 

okay.
i'm sick of this.
i just wish i could turn back time...
or fast forward...
doesn't SHE get it?
SHE wouldnt want it to happen to her..
so why is SHE doing it to me?
when SHE knows exactly how i feel...
i really hope SHE'S not doing it on purpose
i really hope so.
damness.
i wish i could turn back time...
to a certain moment.
and freeze it there forever.
that would be perfect.
i guess its impossible
'your emotions reflect your life'
well...
i feel like shit almost everyday
and i don't think i'm gonna get any better...
so why should i even bother about my life?
i wish it would just end.
that way, i wouldn't have to lead a shitty life.
i can swear by one thing though,
by the time i'm 25 (if i even live till then)...
i will be happy.
that's a goal
no more crying over nothing..
no more getting upset about stupid boys...
no more worrying about little things...
no more stressing over work like it's everything...
no more bingeing on chocolates..
no more of that shit.

@ 4:41 AM

 

okies so here's that astrology stuff i was looking up yesterday..its so interesting:)..enjoy
Your Passion Sign:
Taurus
When you have Mars in Taurus you are passionate, sensual, and down to earth. The powerful energy of Mars can be grounded and focused when it is in its placement. You have an assured and determined air that surrounds you, a confidence that you project onto the world. You are persistent and patient, making you a lover who will be stable. You are even tempered but once angered, you are honest, forthright, and passionate with your emotions. You are capable of disciplining yourself, and have a great deal of raw physical strength. Sports, and hobbies that require a great deal of dedication and discipline provide a release that you can really excel in. You offer personal security to your lovers and are happiest when surrounded by material possessions.

Your Love Sign:
Aquarius
Can you say New Age? Yes, when it's Venus in Aquarius, it's definitely the dawning of the Age of Aquarius, which in this case means a delight in utter experimentation into new and uncharted territories of love. Can you handle it? Well, these folks surely can, and they wouldn't have it any other way. Unconventional, outrageous and willing to try anything once, this is the roller-coaster ride in the Midway of Love! Those with this placement seek thinkers as well as adventurers, and if they're rolled into one attractive package, all the better. See, it's physique which adds to the mystique here, and those with their Venus in Aquarius consider a beautiful body (theirs and anyone else's) as a prerequisite to love. This aesthetic isn't a be-all, end-all, however. The mind game at work with this placement could challenge anyone! Having Venus in Aquarius means a steady dose of emotional highs and lows, a few sensible and many not.That's the beauty of living in a dream world! Those graced by this placement where affairs of the heart are concerned make the most compassionate and humanitarian of lovers, however they are well served to seek out a mate who can appreciate their unique outlook on life - and love!

Your Communication Sign:
Your Mercury is in Sagittarius
You possess vision and foresight, and your mind is often occupied with big ideas, plans and goals for the future. You are interested in what is possible and what is on the horizon, rather than what has already been done. The study of philosophy, religion, politics, or education is of interest to you, and you are more concerned with theories and concepts than with specific applications. You are not inclined to focus on any one practical, concrete area; you find it irksome to deal with details and particulars. You have a gambling instinct and enjoy speculative enterprises and new ventures. Business, advertising, and promotion would be good areas for you also

Your Lucky Sign:
Leo
You can find luck through your own charisma and drama. Through your strong, enthusiastic personality, you can attract much success and attention - sales or the theater are just two arenas where you could do well. Easy-going, you can let rejection roll off to you. You must, however, learn to temper your tendency toward exxaggeration and pomposity if you want people to take you seriously.

Your Karmic Sign:
Capricorn
Success at any price seems to be your motto.The price you usually pay is never being able to relax and enjoy life. Your nose is alwasy to the grindstone - and amazingly, it seems that you do it all to benefit others. Because you are so persistent you usually achieve your goals and find yourself in positions of authority. But shouldn't you examine the cost? If you want to ever evolve you might try answering this question - 'Why am I working so hard all the time?' Your family and friedns have probably been asking you this for so long it no longer registers. And you might have pushed the answer so far down because the truth just might blow your entrie do-gooder image. The answer is fear - that's right, your need ot control your environment so it never gets a chance to control you. You might want ot explore your relationship with your mother as well. Who you are isn't bad - in fact you can make wonderful things happen. You should just be honest with yourself about the motivation.

Your Rebellion Sign:
Capricorn
Uranus doesn't want to spend much time in Capricorn, but it does the best it can with its seven-year span. Capricorn likes the traditional way of doing things but, with the influence of Uranus, acknowledges that perhaps modernization isn't all that bad. Your generation might have, early on, some problems associated with authority. The tension that you feel may be a result of Uranus struggling for more influence. You'll make changes to the world around you during your life, but they will lean more toward the useful and practical than the extravagant and monumental. You might fell insecure about your future, so you may find yourself making certain changes for the sole purpose of ensuring that your life will always be comfortable and secure. You understand, though, that any changes you make now will influence your whole life.

Your Spiritual Sign:
Your Neptune is Capricorn
You are part of a 14 year group of people who are conservative and traditional in spiritual aspirations and religious outlook.Your age group returns ot some traditional basics in religion, and also traditional styles in music and art. Classial music and literature have a revival with your age group, and a great deal of inspiration is gained from the masters of arts, music, literature, and philosophy throughout history. Your age group is contemplative and relfective about religious matters and you take an objective and logical approach to religious issues. Many of you are cynics and critics of spiritual and metaphysical ideas.

Other age groups criticise your group for not having enough heart and compassion. Sometimes this is true and is evidenced by some unusuallys crafty and manipulative fraud and deception that occurs in the higher ranks of governments and large businesses.

Your Power Sign:
Scorpio
When Pluto enters its ruling Sign of Scorpio, the blanket of mystery may be pulled back as previously hidden things begin to resurface. Scorpio is the Sign of Sex, so those born with Pluto in Scorpio will be surrounded for much of their lives by a focus on sex and sexuality. Fatalities as a direct result of sexually transmitted diseases skyrocketed during this time, something that the children of this generation are faced with everyday. For the first time in history, young people are more concerned about dying as a result of sexual escapades than they are about accidental pregnancy. There is a positive side to the revelations of this generation, however. Activism for human rights reclaimed the ears of the world, and more and more digressions from the ‘societal norm’ gained acceptance in today’s society.

Your Sun Sign:
Capricorn
Capricorn, the tenth Sign of the Zodiac, is all about hard work. Those born under this Sign are more than happy to put in a full day at the office, realising that it will likely take a lot of those days to get to the top. That’s no problem, since Capricorns are both ambitious and determined: they will get there. Life is one big project for these folks, and they adapt to this by adopting a businesslike approach to most everything they do. Capricorns are practical as well, taking things one step at a time and being as realistic and pragmatic as possible. The Capricorn-born are extremely dedicated to their goals, almost to the point of stubbornness. Boy, those victories sure smell sweet, though, and that thought alone will keep Capricorns going.

The Goat symbolises Capricorns, and an apt mascot it is. Goats love to climb to the top of the mountain, where the air is clear and fresh. In much the same way, Capricorns want to get to the top of their chosen field so that they can reap the benefits of success; namely fame, prestige and money. Getting to the top isn’t always a walk in the park, however, so it’s likely that Goats will ruffle a few feathers along the way. These folks can indeed be domineering, even egotistical, on their route to the top. They’ll tell you it’s part of being a leader with bright new ideas (in keeping with the Cardinal Quality assigned to this Sign)

Capricorns are industrious, efficient, organised and won’t make a lot of waves. They are scrupulous with details and adopt a rather conventional posture in business and in life. These folks feel best playing it safe, since this is a fail-safe way to get to the top – eventually.

Thankfully, Capricorns are patient, too, and are happy to wait for their ship to come in. The flip side to this staid behaviour is that Goats can become quite unforgiving of those who aren’t as diligent or ambitious as they are. Capricorns need to remember that they do need allies along the way, ambitious or otherwise. In any case, once Capricorns receive the recognition and social status they so fervently crave, it’s likely that all will be forgiven.

Your Healing Sign:
Chiron in Cancer
If Chiron falls in Cancer in your chart, you bear the pain of a lack of love. This placement posits someone who feels unworthy of love and turns their energy outward, giving too generously to everyone but themselves. You sacrifice your own pleasure to avoid the pain you feel. At the heart of Cancer is the need to nurture, make a home and seek security. Cancer loves to bring the downtrodden into their arms and nurse them back to health – they’re always taking in stray cats and relatives fallen on bad times – but with Chiron in Cancer, they neglect their own pain. Rather than giving all your love to others, Chiron in Cancer encourages you to give love to yourself. Unlike other Signs, with Cancer, you must give your time to your OWN cause for a change! Cherish your own need for love and nurturing and you open yourself (and your wound) up to the world, allowing love to flow back to you. Once you concede that you need love, you can give of yourself again, this time in a more balanced, healthy way. Allow for self-indulgence, a well-deserved reward to give yourself for all you’ve done for others.

Your Mothering Sign:
Ceres in Libra
As in all Libran ways, balance and harmony make you feel the most relaxed and peaceful. You find it difficult to remain calm in the face of arguments or disputes and as such won't be happy in a tense workplace or a tempestuous relationship. Nurture yourself by ensuring that all of your relationships, whether business or personal, are harmonious and calm. You also find peace and happiness by surrounding yourself with beauty -- going to an art gallery would be a wise way to indulge your desires for beauty, as would redecorating your home or surroundings with color and soft, touchable fabrics. Facials, trips to the beauty salon or massages are ways to keep yourself looking beautiful too, something which is important to you. Your inner calm will make others feel soothed too, and that is generally how you pamper your loved ones, just by sharing some of your peace. You are also tender and loving and will care for friends and family by showing physical affection or by using your innate good taste to help them decorate or to appreciate aesthetic beauty.

Your Soulmate Sign:
Juno in Sagittarius
It is vital that your partner can keep up with you. Juno-Sagittarius is so dynamic, so filled with energy, enthusiasm and drive that she can intimidate those who can't match her strength and courage. You crave variety so you're likely to be slow to settle down but once you decide on a partner you are more than happy to be tied down as long as your bonds aren't too tight. You need independence and freedom, and a partner who is secure enough to allow you to spend time on your own and perhaps to have friends and experiences outside the relationship. Clingy or dependent partners will soon drive you to leave; instead you need a partner whose zeal for life matches your own. Your partner must be willing to join you in your ambitious schemes and to explore uncharted territories with you. However, any hint of fickleness, infidelity or unkindness will turn you right off. It's important that your partner have a life of their own but someone who uses their independence to hurt you is not for you.

Your Warrior Sign:
Pallas in Virgo
You may appear meek and look as if you're going along with the crowd, but it's a wily opponent you are indeed. Cleverness and attention to details are your weapons, and you'll be able to pick up on the fatal flaws of others and use them to win your battles. You are at your best when able to win your arguments with words, and you'll always be able to present tricky sticking points and details that others have forgotten, a scope which makes you a dangerous enemy to face. Planning and biding your time, you'll wait until the exact right moment to spring the trap you've carefully set. You eschew the obvious power and glory of being the leader for the more subtle pleasures of being the power behind the throne. In fact, many will not realize the power you have until you spring it on them in a surprise attack. You will always win debates.

Your Sexuality Sign:
Vesta in Taurus
Material gain is what turns you on, and you'll go to almost any lengths to get it. You crave luxury, the finer things in life; and you feel most secure when there's a healthy balance in your bank account. Luckily, you're willing to work very hard to get the security and luxury you need. The Vesta-Taurus confluence makes you steady, stable, practical and eager to strive and work; qualities which will endear you to any employer and make you a natural for the fast track. The Vesta-Taurean implacability once again rears its head here -- when you've decided there's something you want, whether it be an object or a person, you're almost impossible to budge. You'll plow ahead until you get what you want or exhaust yourself trying. You're the same way sexually, determined to please your partner and touchingly devoted to their needs. But it's in sex that your softer side comes out, as you're exceedingly sensual and loving, a delight to touch and hold. It's very important to you to connect sexually and physically with the ones you love, which makes you very lovable indeed.

Your Preferences:
Books: Serious-minded and cautious, the Goat will be a fan of fact. Books that are educational and dramatic are preferable, and if they can help you hone your career goals and skills, all the better. Dale Carnegie's, "How to Win Friends and Influence People" and Norman Vincent Peale's, "The Power of Positive Thinking" have places of honor on your shelf.

Career: Account manager, Administrator, Astronomer, Career counselor, CEO, Coach, Commissioner, Dentist, Economist, Engineer, Event planner, Executive, Geologist, Governor, Industrialist, Leader, Manager, Mason, Mayor, Mentor, Mountain climber, Office manager, Official, Operations manager, Organizer, Overseer, Physicist, Premier, President, Professional, Programmer, Proprietor, Rock climber, Real estate agent, Statesperson

Chocolates: Seeks perfection in picking truffles of the best variety.

Food: Capricorn, always steadfast and practical, likes simple, earthy foods. You don't want to feed the Goat anything exotic, like ginger or basil; they're happy with the plain parsley and cloves or nutmeg for flavor. They are also partial to substantial foods that will fill them up.

Movies: Even the busy Goat has time to take a breath and watch a movie. Don't expect that your mind won't stay on business, though. Rent Office Space for a comedy with which you can identify. Either Wall Street or Secret of My Success are on their way to your VCR.

Music: When it comes to music, the Goat sticks to what they listened to while they were growing up. Who has time to follow the bands of today? Bing Crosby and the Beach Boys may top your list, or you could still be caught up in disco fever or some other bygone era. Just be sure to do the moonwalk in the privacy of your own home.

Restaurants: The hard-working Goat will be cautious when it comes to parting with their hard-earned pennies. A five-star restaurant that has great food at a great value is your dream dining experience, whether it exists or not is another question altogether.

Sports: The sure-footed Goat should put that proclivity for climbing to good use in sports like rock climbing or mountaineering. Team sports like soccer will provide the competitive playing field Cap loves.

Travel: Alaska, Australia, Cuba, Ghana, Indonesia, Italy, Seattle, Tokyo

Television: The hardworking Capricorn takes some choice moments out of their day for a little humor. Dilbert is a favorite, with its vivid, though fanciful, portrayal of the workplace. Along the same vein, you might enjoy the daily dramas experienced by Ally McBeal. Financial news, though, is top priority.

@ 4:34 AM

 

hehes...
school was pretty fun today. math, history, computing, work studies and double english. haha work studies was the FUNNIEST ever. mich's group was so funny lol. they had this absolutely funny powerpoint presentation..and then they had a little song that they sang about jobs and stuff...SO FUCKING FUNNY! and tor and cara had a little garage band thingy...'WHAT?' LOL. damness
and mr. lelong said i should do the multimedia VET course next year...but i'm doing the hospitality course..damn i wanna do both but i can't :(
sadness.
nevermind, maybe i'll do the multimedia in yr 12 if i can.
yayness:)
anyways after sch we went to maccas..had my m&m mcflurry. yummyful. then we hung around at the park...swinging and laughing our heads off. damn we were SO bloody loud.
just got off the phone with MOMMY. she's good. yayness. and she said that they might be moving here in 2 or 3 years time..pretty exciting. i mean, its about time they leave singapore...my MOMMY hates it there..and so does my dad.
tomorrow's quiz nite...i'm doin the tech..how fun:)
well..at least i have SOMETHING to do..right?

Wednesday, August 23, 2006 @ 11:53 PM

 

herro...
today was such a wierd day....it was shitty but good at the same time lol.
lets hear the bad first shall we:
apparently kelseyness thinks i'm mad at her....i dun really know if i am or not. i feel wierd. i just don't feel like talking to anyone today. just feel like being by myself. hey, maybe i am emo after all..JOKING. lol. i'm not emo. i am kinda pissed with her..but thats not why i'm not talking to her.
and the good:
hehehe...i got an A, A, A for my criterias for my math test...surds, cubics and trig..YAYNESS!
i got an A+, A+ and A for my english assignments on buffy and killing aurora! HAPPYNESS!
and i'm just happy that my wood carvings looking good..:)

i'm now on this astrology site..finding out stuff about me! its so interesting..and some of the stuff is actually TRUE. quite exciting. i'll post it here once i'm done finding stuff out.

talked to my MOMMY on the phone last nite. damn i miss her. i miss cuddling with my MOMMY. she's so soft lol. and huggyble! i remember i would crawl into her bed whenever i was sick..and she'd rent dvds and we'd watch them together. and last year when i was all depressed and sick, i'd cuddle up with her and she'd be stroking my head till i fell asleep. MISS YOU MOMSIE! LOVE YOU!

anyways, i'm gonna find out more about my astrological stuff.....cyas

@ 12:07 AM

 

for future boyfriends....
this would be very helpful.

19 ways to keep a girl

1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.[She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward]

2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.[She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her]

3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.[It makes her feel like you really love her.]

4. Cuddle with her.[She'll feel like your there for her]

5. Hug her from behind[It makes her feel special]

6. Write little notes.[She smiles. They're cute; The end]

7. Compliment her Honestly.[No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her]

8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.[It makes her feel wanted]

9. Be super sweet to her. = )[All girls like a super sweet guy]

10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.[She'll go to bed with a smile]

11. Comfort her when she cries.[She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her]

12.Wipe away her tears[It'll show you'll always be there]

13. Love her with all your heart.[Not with your brain... or your ......]

14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).[It's true boys!]

15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).[Every girl loves a guy who is a gentleman]

16. DON'T let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her[& it'll make her feel like you aren't really there for her]

17. Take her for a long walk at night![She just wants to be alone. & that's not always bad. The world can be annoying sometimes & you just need to be alone.]

18. When it's cold outside hold her close[You want her to be happy & she's happy in your arms]

19. Draw on or rub her back as she is tryin to rest or sleep[This just feels good!] {not with a pen you idiot, with your finger}

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @ 11:41 PM

 

fuckin hell.
i stacked it on the slopy thing yesterday...and now my ankle resembles a golf ball...:(
sadness.
its purple
and feels funny
and my foot is resting at a wierd angle..it hurts any other way..
damness
oh well...at least i finished my history diary entry thingy when i was alone in the dorm..
so proud of myself.
things just seem to be goin from bad to worse
like first, SHE tries to kill herself
then, HE breaks up with me
then, another SHE won't talk to me
both of the fucking SHES from singapore won't talk to me...
i guess i really don't have any real friends back home...
then, HE snobs me off on friday night
and expects me to not give a shit
WELL I DO FUCKING GIVE A SHIT
you fucking said you would be there for me, even though i hardly have any friends
YOU FUCKING LIAR
I HATE YOU
i just feel like going over there and slapping your bloody face
and...to top it all of...HE is snobbing me off again right at this very moment..
oh well
i guess its true
i am a loner.

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