herro there. haven't written in here for a while. i think. oh well... it's just been highs and lows for me these past few days... i honestly don't know whats gotten into ahnu. i mean, i'm talking to her for the first time in months..and she just starts having a go at me. she says i'm not bothered. well honestly i don't think she's bothered about me. she says i don't email her. she never emails me. and i know i should have emailed her..i really was going to... now she's bagging me up about the drinking...well i don't drink a lot. two vodka shots...a bottle of sky blue...and shared a can of cola rum with row.. that's all the alcohol i've ever touched. i've never gotten drunk. i only drink once in a while. wat's wrong with that? so pissing off... and she says that i'm not telling her things...well i haven't had time ahnu...your never online when i'm online...i hardly ever get a chance to talk to you. and i miss you guys so much...you don't know how much i do.. ahnu and dal..you guys are my best friends EVER. i've been through the good and the bad times with you guys...you've always stuck by me..even if i get depresed and lonersome and annoying sometimes. you guys don't know how much i treasure you guys as friends. you know, you told me the other day that i should look at dal's life before i say anything about mine? well i have. i know its upsetting and sad that her mom died...i don't ever know how i'd survive with my mom. and don't think that i don't care. i do. i cried the night i found out that she died. i really did. i was really upset..and what made me even more upset was that i couldnt be there...it really sucked. i wanted to be there for dal at that time..but i couldnt and i felt horrible. but i still tried my best to support dal through those times. everyone did. she got so much support from her friends and the people that love her. all i want from you is support. but you seem angry. i don't know why. i just want support from my "best friends" especially now. and it hurts to see that they're not willing to give me any
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