no ones talking to me on msn. as usual. i'm sitting in the library all alone. as usual. i cried in the shower. as usual. kelsey didn't talk to me. as usual. no one talked to me. as usual. why am i sad? cos i'm always sad. cos no one ever cares. i think i'm going crazy. and i'm serious. i mean text-book crazy. as in psychotic. i feel psychotic.
had a 'talk' with ms forward yesterday lunchtime. she's gonna help me write applications for some jobs. and she's gonna write a reccommendation letter for me. she's so nice. i don't see why everyone hates her. she's just misunderstood. i've noticed that we have a lot in common. when i was talking to her she said she was a lot like me when she was my age. i feel like i can talk to her about anything. but i'm scared. what if i tell her something and it leaks out? or she tells my parents? i dunno what to do. i feel like telling her everything. ;( now mrs sarg knows too. during history she came in the class and told ms stevens to tell me to see her after class. so i did. and she said she wanted me to go for the math class so i can meet new people. and other stuff. she said quite a bit. i'm so scared. i dunno what to do.
today's christie's and steff's birthdays. HAPPY BIRTHDAY both of you. :D
i wish i was dead. i really do. i wanna die. im sick of crying everyday. i'm sick of being sad. i'm sick of everything.
Profile
♥Prettylicious
11.01.91
16
Shopaholic
Loserific Chocomocholicious Dal.Ahnu.Guri.
Candy
Chocolate
Cookies
Fahan
Myspace
Books
Music
yep that about sums up my life:)
