WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??? argh i feel so helpless everyone's telling me to talk to them and open up... but i just can't. what am i supposed to say? that i'm severely depressed cos i feel lonely and isolated and that i think i'm a failure and i'm ugly and short and fat and hairy and stupid and boring and useless and a suck-up and anti-social and sad and unapproachable and everything i wish i was not. and not to mention my severe lack of friends...how many do i have? i bet i can count them with my fingers. 1. there's dal. 2. and ahnu...oh wait, i just remembered: she's no longer my friend after what happened yesterday. 3. um there's louise...she always sits with me during recess and lunch and stuff but then she disappears with biannca and i'm always left alone. 4. there's felicity...but then again she's got her own set of friends. 5. kelsey? i don't even know if she's my friend. she says she is but she doesn't treat me like one. she doesn't sit with me during lunch or recess and she doesn't talk to me during art lessons or during tutor. 6. tamsin? doesn't talk to me anymore. 7. clare? doesn't talk to me anymore. 8. then there's sabino..but then again i hardly see him. 9. there's row. 10. and christie but i don't see her much..only during dinner and weekends.
that's about it actually..so i total i have 5 friends in the whole entire world. how lovely.
Profile
♥Prettylicious
11.01.91
16
Shopaholic
Loserific Chocomocholicious Dal.Ahnu.Guri.
Candy
Chocolate
Cookies
Fahan
Myspace
Books
Music
yep that about sums up my life:)
