yesterday was probably one of the worst and best days of my life. i was crying the night before... cos i told kelsey that i hated her and i never wanted to talk to her again. obviously i didnt mean it. but i was so upset and angry that it all just came out like that. sooo yesterday she did exactly that. she didnt look at me, talk to me, or have anything to do with me. i was hurting so much inside. during the talk thingy at oglive, no one would sit next to me in the hall...so ms forward ended up sitting next to me. it hurt to think that my classmates didnt like me that much. then during lunch, tharinee started yelling at me...she said that i was selfish, that i was hurting everyone else too, that i didn't care about anyone else but myself. everything she said was true. i was crying on the deck for the longest time... i think everyone saw. i couldnt even eat lunch. no mood at all. after that i had to get away from everyone... so i went into the locker room at sat in the little corner so no one could see me. i think mr gooley did, though. cos during english ms forward sat down with me for like 1/2 hr and she talked to me and tried to make me feel better.. i did feel a little better after that. i told her about everything...well almost everything. and she said she had to tell mrs sarg about it. so she did. and she gave me two dvds to watch during the weekend :D she's so nice. she's the best teacher ever. and after school mrs sarg talked to me and told me that i should see a councillor. so i am. tuesdays 9 45am. i'm scared. but relieved at the same time. i hope it helps. i really do.
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