Wednesday, December 27, 2006 @ 12:52 AM
  bluewat's with life?
why does it keep making me feel like shit.
life is just crap for me
ugh.
i
hate my dad.
why is he such an asshole?
and i thought he had changed.
bullshit.
he hasn't changed a bit.
maybe next time you should think befoe you go around accusing me eh?
well....to bad.
i've lost my trust in you.
i don't care if you've apologised.
i don't care if you tried to bribe me with buying me that
stupid game
you're just gonna have to wait till i actually trust you ever again.
which, i'm guessing, is still a long time away.
sucked in eh?
your friggin fault.
i saw an animal die yesterday.
a
real animal being eaten brutally by my own
dogO_O + :'(
it was a little squirrel.
my dog just bit into it
and started eating it.
right in front of my face.
i think i saw its eye pop out.
or something.
:'(
it was disgusting
but more than that..
it was just brutal and barbaric.
i mean, i don't blame my dog...
he's a
dogof course he doesn't know better.
but...
it was just such a cruel act.
i can't even look at him anymore without feeling disgusted
after he ate the thing...
he walked up to me and started licking my leg
i told him to fuck off..
he got so scared he just ran away..
:(
why is life so fricken difficult and heartbreaking?