i feel like such a failure. like nothing i've done is good enough for my parents. they say that being depressed like that will affect my studies? bullshit. that is one thing that doesn't happen to me. i don't let my personal life affect my work and studies. and i have proof. look at my school reports. so how can you say that it's gonna affect my studies? and you know, maybe you should start talking in private, or at least lowering your voice when you talk, mom. i could hear everything that you were saying on the phone. ..."i don't know what she's trying to prove." i'm not trying to prove anything mom. i made a mistake. you said i should just learn from my mistakes and move on. and i've done that. but it seems to be you who can't move on. you're ruining my life. i feel like a prisoner in this house. i can't go anywhere alone. i can't go out too often or you'll start making noise that i'm never at home to spend time with the family. ashwin has brainwashed you mom. and dad. both of you think she's some sort of angel that descended from heaven and she's blessed and the best thing thats ever happened to this family. you say she'll change. how long have you been saying that? for like forever. and i haven't seen anything. she hasn't changed one bit in my eyes. not one bit. she's exactly the same. she's so angry with everyone. she doesn't wanna be part of this family. she hates of all us. why do you think she only stayed for like 2 weeks and then went back? cos she doesn't like singapore and she doesn't like staying in this house with us. not cos she needs a job. she shouldn't even have a job cos she can't deal with money. it just slips out of her hands like soap. she still hasn't told you where all the money you give her goes. and you don't seem to want to ask her. some mother you are.
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