i hate it when people fight. don't you? it just ruins your whole day. especially when you live with those people. ugh. ash, you're too stubborn for your own good and maybe if you a little nicer, and less rude, people would be more comfortable talking to you instead of fearing you. dad, you should have let it drop. but then again, you're just as stubborn as ash. what can i say? match made in heaven. and mom, i know that dad's given you shit the past years and i know that your still recovering from everything. but don't think that you're the only person thats been affected by everything. lets see...
1. you have an overly-confident, arrogant, self-absorbed stubborn daughter who can't seem to graduate from uni. she has isolated herself from the world and thinks that she doesn't need friends cos they're not good enough for her. all she ever has is bad luck cos she hates god. she hides behind her tough, gym persona to act macho. 2. you have a son who is so baby-ed by you that he can't stand up on his own two feet and thinks that you're gonna be around forever to take care of him. he is lazy and sleeps the whole day. he doesn't wanna work and hates his own father. 3. then you have me. the perfectionist who tries to pretend that everything is ok. she doesn't want to see you disappointed or upset again so she gets perfect grades, never does anything wrong and even if she did, she would never tell you cos she wouldn't wanna see you disappointed. and omg it doesn't even end there. your daughter is a freak. no wonder she hardly has any friends who bother to talk to her. she has a friggin eating problem. she thinks she's fat. she's either not eating, picking on veggies, eating one meal a day, throwing up the ice cream she had, or bingeing and then feeling so guilty that she doesn't eat for the rest of the day. wow this ones prolly the most fucked up of the lot. 4. next one is in her own world half the time. and i wonder why. she pretends to act all blur and 'i don't know whats going on' but she really does know everything. she hides behind her books and her anime and her computers and acts all mean and macho cos she's forgotten how to show emotion. she coops herself up at home and never wants to go out and at home, she isolates herself from everyone and hardly answers when you talk to her. 5. this ones so afraid that one day you might leave us that she's clinging on for her dear life. for god's sake, she's turning 13 and she still sleeps in your room. all she ever says is 'i love you mommy' and 'i love you daddy' and 'i love you pretty' and clings on to everyone like a leech. she never stops hugging you guys. she's so emotionally unstable that she's clinging onto you guys, as if she's afraid that you're gonna go someday.
there you have it. your fucked up children. you must be really proud. you say you might just kill yourself in front of all of us one day. i wanna see you try. it's not like you ever bothered to keep your fights and violence a secret when we were young. for crying out loud, you guys used to throw stuff at each other right in front of us! and that time you chased dad with the knife. i still remember. you may say that you were so depressed that you couldn't think straight. and hopefully that was the case. but don't ever for a second think that your marital problems did not affect your children one bit.
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